as i opened up blogger to write this blog, i saw the title of my blog "i love my life" and i do, i do love my life, but sometimes i freak out.
i freak out and think that no matter how hard i try everything i do is inevitably mediocre, like nothing i do will ever be able to carry me anywhere. i don't think i'll ever be able to make any money or live my own life but i don't ever want to be that one little girl who hides behind another's income, whether its my dad or my husband or my babys daddy. you know.
AHHHHHHHHHH